If you don't want to then don't but don't blame anyone but yourself if you don't do it

There are some people who blame anyone but themselves. You can't learn from your mistakes if you don't first admit that you made a mistake. You can blame it on the moon but the truth is you don't have anyone but yourself to blame for what you do or don't do. If you accept responsibility for it then you know what you need to do to make sure it doesn't happen again. A mistake is something that you do once because if you do it again, it is a habit. Life is full of lessons. There is never an age where you don't learn as you go. And in this ever changing fast paced World we live in by the time you learn how to do it another change is happening. If you don't learn as you go through life you won't be able to navigate through it. Just admit it and learn what you need from it so you can JUST FLUSH IT and move on.