Getting help is like finding a needle in a haystack

   You may need help but you must realize that finding help sometimes is like finding a needle in a haystack. 

  And that sometimes it is simply harder than you could have imagined. Especially when you have so many haystacks to search.

  I have been searching for help with something for nearly thirteen years.

  But I will never give up. I will never quit trying. But I know that it doesn't mean that I am guaranteed to succeed. 

  Luckily the truth is that even if I don't succeed it doesn't mean that I failed.

  You see as long as you don't give up, it isn't over so you could not have failed. 

  Although I have to admit that I am frustrated at times that there are things that people seem to be able to do that I just can not do. 

  Instead of beating myself up for what I can not do I just have to ACCEPT that I can not do it that way.

  Because as we know you can either be your biggest cheerleader or your worst enemy. 

  So CHEERS to me as I continue looking for that needle in a haystack.

  Your THOUGHTS about anything will determine how you see things.

  And how you see things will determine how you will REACT.

  And how you REACT will determine the OUTCOME. 

  If you don't believe that you can then you won't because you will quit trying. 

  So remember as long as you keep trying you have a chance so never stop trying.

  Which is why I will not quit trying to find my needle in the haystack that I call Mr GARY. Wish me luck 💜🖐️